i feeel quite silly at times.
i know clearly that.. whatever others have to say.. is something i cant control.

esp those outside my small little circle.
who am i to control whatever shit that comes out of their super stinky mouth? all i know is, all those shit words, hurt.

.. yet since last night, i havent been feeling good-after knocking off from work.
bastards everywhere.

i respect those who deserve them.
i'll, if possible.. spit at those who dont. (HAHA IF ONLY I CAN!)

... on second thought, i still want to be myself.
be it anywhere. i dont wana drift from anyone i love-just. like. that.